Day 97

Mixed breakfast food that I had at work, which is some fruit, some muffins, some casserole
1/2 fajitas
chips and queso
2 squash
2 zuchinni
brownie

Day 96

Frito chili pie
chili hot dog
sour cherry snowcone
hamburger fries

Day 95

Cranberry juice
cheetos
chicken strips
brownie
carinos-soup, rosemary chicken, green beans, angel hair pasta
water

Day 94

Spaghetti with turkey meatballs
garlic bread
cranberry juice
half sandwhich
lemonade
salad
pieces of bread
yogurt fruit

Day 93

4 toasts with butter and jelly
orange juice
strawberrys
cheetos
chips and queso
drinks

Day 92

Frito chilli pie
fruit snacks
chicken strips
green beans
2 drinks
brocolli casserole

I was going through some things this day, and this was a pain killer....AWESOME!!

Day 91

3 Biscuits with butter and jelly
chocolate milk
frito chilli pie
cheetos
orange leaf
sour cream Ritz

Day 90

Frito chili pie x2
fudge brownie
cranberry grape
leftover Saumari & Ghangis

Day 89

Raisin Bran
Orange juice with banana
Genghis grill
Strawberry Lemonade
Saumari
Alcohal bev
Fudge brownie

Day 88

Subway sandwich
icee
snowcone
chicken
roll
corn on the cob
cheetos

I hope as I grow closer to God that I can eat better and do whats good for me!!

Day 87

Chocolate Milk
3 blueberry bread with butter
fruit snacks
chicken nuggets, 20, at separate times
2 hamburgers
fries
smoothie

HOW FREAKING HORRIBLE WAS THIS DAY!!!!

Day 86

Two eggs with jelly
orange juice
fruit snacks
chicken sandwich
curly fries
fruit punch
2 hot dogs with mustard
burrito
chips

I also walked a mile....not like that mattered.  Oh and I weighed in at the Drs and Im going up....249!

Day 85

Two BBQ chicken
juice
Margarita
Ham, BBQ sauce, beans, a piece of bread
fruit snacks
steak, veggies, spinach dip, ice cream with brownie

Look how horrible this is....I don't understand why I cant focus on eating better!

Day 84

Yep, its official.....I have slacked and have came up with a million excuses not too eat better or exercise.

Chili mac with corn
Cesar Salad
Pineapple
juice

Day 83

I had Atlanta Bread chicken fettuchini Alfredo, bread and a macadamia nut cookie with some juice.....that was it today!!!

Day 82

I had a couple of slices of pizza left, so I had 2 of those, strawberry lemonade, Banana nut bread, chili mac and corn, juice, hamburger, fries, double sundae and limeade


because.......................Im a fatty!!!!!!!

Day 81

I ate half a pizza from Papa Murphys, ocean water, and Banana Nut Bread from the Donation people, cause that stuff is the bomb diggity!!! :)

Then I went to Outback Steakhouse and had steak, mixed veggies, salad, and a part of a bloomin onion with a strawberry Lemonade!! :)

Day 80

I walked a mile today :)

I also had Taco Bell, the 5.00 box
Turkey tetrizzini with bread
corn
fruit punch
juice


I need to step away from all the carbs and bad food and get back on natural good foods!

Day 79

I didnt eat so good today......

4 white bread with butter and jelly
orange juice
3 chicken from KFC
3 hot wings
mashed potatoe with gravy
coleslaw

Day 78

I got to go to the bar tonight with a coworker and had me 2 Smirnoff's and some chips and salsa.

I also ate,
chicken
broccoli
red potato with dash and ketchup
chicken with cheese
potatoes with ketchup

If something looks like its doubled, its because I make enough for a few meals.

Day 77

Walked 3 miles today!!! :)  

Had steak with BBQ sauce, squash, zucchini, water, 2 steak with squash and zucchini, Caesar salad

I went and walked the lake with my friend today.  She dont walk slow, so we sped walked, but the thing about it is, I noticed I walk like 2 more steps out of 10 than the average person.  I am realizing that I cant walk as fast as most people, totally sucks.

Day 76

Hot and sour soup, BBQ sausage and Ham, green beans, loaded baked potatoe, ice cream cone and tea

Day 75

Hardly anything today....

Hamburger
fries
lemonade
limeade
handful of snacks



Pretty boring day.  I really need to try and eat 3 meals and 2 snacks a day....its just SOOOOOO hard.

Day 74

I walked a mile or more today and had 4 toasts with butter and jelly, orange juice, fruit snacks, pizza, salad, lemonade.





I enjoy walking around the parks with this beautiful weather!!!

Day 73

Today I thought I was going to fast cause I didnt eat all day and had a bit of a sore throat but decided to go out and get some hot and sour soup and drank some cranberry grape juice and 2 cookies.

Also I had went to the Dr today and they weighed me in at 248 so I went up 4 pounds, BUT I also was starting my period and bloated.  You  may think, oh 4 pounds of bloat.....yeah....mine is bad.  Im not saying I didnt gain a few pounds though, but I dont think it was 4.

Day 72

I am currently trying to get my gallbladder out and have been going to the Dr and should have some more appointments in the near future.

3 biscuits with butter and jelly
milk
fruit snacks
steak
cranberry grape drink
squash
zuchinni

My fruit snacks, are not just pure sugar, they are the Kellogs bran and have 80 calories and zero fat.  I take them to work and eat them in my 4 hour shifts and also I bring some cocoa almonds to snack on too.

Day 71

I kinda stopped taking pics of my food and working out (obviously, cause I havent been going) and I know that thisblog is boring, but I want to keep it up WHEN I start getting back on track.

Ceasar sald
tea
2 tacos
2 burritos
beans
rice

Day 70

I still do struggle with not eating and days where all I want to do is eat.......

Chicken
Brown rice
Brocolli
grilled onions

I ate this twice today for lunch and dinner

Day 69

2 blueberry bread with butter
milk
pasta
ceasar salad
chicken teryiaki
chocolate shake
rice
salad
skewer

Day 68

I thought at this point I could of been so much closer to my goal, and I slacked and therefore I haven't gotten as close as I would like.  I am happy to know I can do it and if I got back on track I could lose that weight at a good range. 

2 steak
squash
zucchini
PBJ sandwich
a few sweet pickles
Pasta

Exercise with arms, legs, crunches

Day 67

I have not been good on my diet for almost 2 months, I wont lie.  I do still try and eat the best I can with what I have and make sure I grab water and vegetables throughout the day, but I wont lie and say that my love for working out has depleted.  I know it will come again soon, I know it will, but I just hope it would hurry up and get here.

Todays menu was Ceasar salad, lemonade, 10 wings, fries, carrots, ranch, payday, almonds, fruit snacks.

These pictures were actually yesterdays, but just put them on todays.

Day 66

I havent had this rice in a long time, maybe over a year, so today I craved it and got it.  I also had water, sundae, Ritz chips, bubble gum snow cone and a hamburger.

I did workout a little bit of arms, legs, crunches and I mowed the grass!! :)

Day 65

I swear today I ate like I was pregnant and there wasn't going to be any food left in this world.....please don't judge!!

Blueberry bread (2 with butter)
Raisin Bran with banana
orange juice

2 chili hot dog with cheese
1/3 watermelon
2 steaks, squash, zucchini
cocoa almonds
fruit snacks
Ritz crackers

Day 64

I'm so glad that my work has been given me more hours.  I had doubled my hours for the week in the first 2 days earlier this week. 

Strawberries
Honey BBQ bites

Cocoa almonds
Cesar salad
water
cheese
2 hot dogs with chili
orange juice

Day 63

When I had went to the grocery store the day before I wanted some Cesar salad and my oh my, I made some today and it was delish.  I had gotten some romaine lettuce, chopped it up, poured some Cesar dressing over it, with some croutons and cheese.....so yummy.

I also had orange juice, zero bar, strawberry, nuts, steak, 2 margaritas, veggies and honey BBQ bites.

Day 62

I went to church this day and we went to a new place to eat and I had 3 fried chicken, cause 1 or 2 wasn't enough, lol, mashed potatoes with gravy, coleslaw, lemonade, chili dog, orange juice, BBQ chips and cheese.

I had went to the grocery store because we had nothing and was starving after work and I craved cheese for some reason, so I bought some of all sorts.

Day 61

You would think that I write down everything everyday, that I can see how bad I have been eating and not eat it.

2 toasts with butter and jelly
mashed potatoes
meat loaf
orange juice
Long Johns, fish, corn, fries, rice, hush puppies, lemonade,
Chicken wrap
Italian Sandwich

I have shame......but I cant change it :(  I need to focus on correcting it!

Day 60

Big day 60!!!  2 months officially on a diet/slipping to lose weight.  I knew this was going to be hard and I knew it was going to be a battle.  I knew not to relax and get comfortable.  I knew for me, I had to stay away from all bad food in order for me to cave in and I did....I caved.  I know its just one of those things that I'm going to have to get back on track and stay focused.  I'm not sure what its going to take for me too, but I will!!!

Today's menu:
4 toasts (2 w/butter & jelly) (2 w/jelly)
orange juice

10 nuggets w/sweet and sour
chili fries
Jalapeno Tree with burrito, tacos, Rice, Beans, chips and salsa, zucchini & squash
4 drinks

Day 59

I did do some home exercise today, which including working out my arms, 100 crunches and 100 leg lifts.  I think no matter what I do and cant make it to the gym I need to make sure I do these.  I do feel the burn with these and I push myself. 

I did have junk food again today,

Hamburger
3 Tacos
Jalitos with Ranch
Peanut Buster Parfait

Day 58

I wish I went somewhere and had a scale to weigh in, an accurate one.  I also wish I was on fire about exercise as I once was.  I know I will be and I know I'm sure going through this rut.  I loved watching my body change and my clothes fit bigger.  I loved how I felt and I know I will get tired of this way and be on fire again....just hope it comes soon!!


On the menu:
3 eggs
orange juice
fires
chicken sandwich
ketchup
chocolate shake
fettuchini Alfredo

I have been craving sweets like no other....I hate it!!!!

Day 57

I had that I have been off on my diet.  I hate that I haven't been working out like I used too.  Ill be honest....I have NO idea why my motivation went out the window.  I know its because my scale left and I didn't have motivation to go weigh in and see any results, so I guess I threw in the towel.  I am still trying to eat better and still be more active, but nothing like I used too.  I know we all get in this rut, but I do refuse to totally give up and not still try and push to lose weight.

I did get accepted to have my surgery and a lady the other day came in and said she lost 16 pounds in 2 weeks from it.....BONUS!!!! haha.....I mean if something like that good comes out of it, I cant complain.

Cranberry grape juice
chicken fettuchini Alfredo
(Applebees)
streak, Heinz, A1
veggies
baked potato with sour cream and butter
mini brownie and ice cream

Day 56

December 25, 2012
Arms L:14
Arms R: 14.5

Boobs: 50
Under boobs: 43.5

Waist: 54.75

Thighs:

Butt: 54.5


January 25, 2013
Arms L: 13.5
Arms R: 14

Boobs: 48.5  :(
Under Boobs: 44.5 Waist: 51.75

Thighs L: 27
Thighs R:28.5

Butt:52.5

February 25, 2013
Arms L: 14
Arms R: 15

Boobs: 48
Under boobs: 43.75
Waist: 51

Thighs L: 27.5
Thighs R: 28

Butt: 51.5

Total to date: 8 inches  

Im not going to lie and say that I wasn't worried about my measurement day.  I have slacked all month in every area, BUT at the same time, still tried to eat the best I could and to work out, even if it was at home.  I was more worried that my inches went up and if you really look at it, some of them did, like in my arms and thighs.  Those honestly don't bother me, because I know I'm losing weight, and since I work out my arms and legs the most, I can tell that their toning and not getting fatter.  I'm not saying I'm gaining muscle, but I can tell their toning.  I really try not to use alot of weights, because I do want to still lose weight and work on that and not gain muscle yet, but just to keep it toned.


I was happy with the results considering I felt like a lazy arse this month.  One week, went into two weeks, into 3 and what do you know....the month is almost gone.  I keep thinking what it would of been like if I pushed myself like I did the first month and the results.  I am still proud of myself though for choosing better and drinking more water and eating alot cleaner.  I know it didn't seem like it from the first month, but to be "lazy", I still think I did pretty good and the results showed it.  


I do hope that March will be alot better and I get back on the wagon.  My weigh in is later this month of March, early April and I would love to lose another 20 pounds.  I guess I need to start having a mind frame of it, maybe 5 pounds a week and see where it gets me.  I know I can do this!!!!! :)  


I know I need to find a scale too, because that every week is what motivated me to see the results.  It pushed me harder and had me looking forward to something, in a bitter sweet way.


So the results are in for February and we took pictures again of the same poses and in the same clothes for my results.  I am hoping one day to share with you the nasty pictures of my body, lol, hopefully when I'm alot thinner and more in shape, but until then, those are for me :)

Day 55

I woke up, went to church and had a great time!!!  Went to lunch with my bestie....

Had:

Long Johns 2 fish, rice, corn, fries
2 Strawberry Lemonades
Orange juice


I also walked a mile!!!! :)

Day 54

I worked all day today and was tired and ran ragged at work, but at the same time it was a good day at work.

I had:

2 wheat fajita rolls with cheese and tortilla strips
water
chicken tenders w/sweet and sour
Foot long Steak and cheese from Subway, mayo, cheese, lettuce, bell pepper, onion, pickles

Day 53

I was having a down day today, had some errands to run, but really didn't feel like myself.

Food intake:

2 sloppy Joe's
bread and butter pickles
water
Braums fries
Chocolate shake

Day 52

Today was picture day!!!!!  Don't judge me...haha.  I just don't see a difference at all in any of my pictures.  It feels useless sometimes, but at the same time, I am wearing all black.  My friend each  month on the 25th takes a picture of me with my bra on, so I guess then you can see a difference, but I never looked at them to be honest.

So today my food intake was:

Water
wheat tortillas, grilled chicken, onion, bell pepper, cheese
tortilla strips
fresh pineapple
nuts

Went to the gym today:

arm weights at home before gym
30 minute treadmill
30 minute room
legs and back room

Day 51

So I guess its official that I wont have any weigh ins in February.  I worked ALL day Wednesday that I know that alone was a good workout.  I haven't found a scale yet, but I guess its okay.  I'm kinda scared to weigh myself anyways at this point.

My food intake today was:
Water
2 sloppy Joe sandwich's
1 mini musketeers
strawberry wheat bar
1/2 watermelon
salad, with meat, cheese, Romaine lettuce, tortilla strips

Day 50

I know this blog isn't the best anymore, I used to talk alot and used to be so focused on losing weight and weighing in and since the scale left and my gallbladder happened, I kind of just lost hope, but at the same time, still try and eat as good as I can.  It was hard for February, because I didn't buy the groceries like I normally do early every month, so I didn't have the healthy food available to me.

I did it today....
Raisin Bran with banana
orange juice
popcorn chicken
BBQ Bites
2 fried chicken breast
Luigi ice

Exercise.....

100 crunches
100 leg lifts
and tons of arm exercise....

to let you know about my arm exercise....its killer for me.  I push myself so hard to where I'm hurting and I struggle even lifting it one more time, but I do and I have to walk it off.....Some people might think when I work out at home that I'm slacking, but in reality, I'm dripping with sweat. 

Day 49

I have still slacked off, but still do watch my portions, water intake and try to exercise as much as I can.

Today I had

Water
Taco Salad with chips and wheat tortilla X2
Luigi Ice
Chips ahoy cookies
1/2 watermelon
orange juice

and also I exercised at home with ton of arm weights, 100 crunches and 100 back legs

Day 48

I woke up went to church, but was in a hurry, so I didnt get to eat breakfast.  Then after church I went to the grocery store and 3 hours later, I was so weak and had the worst headache that I ended up just grabbing something to eat on the way home.  I went to chicken express and ate for the day....

3 chicken
2 corn on the cob
3 rolls
Luigi Ice
chips ahoy cookies


The cookies and cake is killing me.  Their all so good :)

Day 47

3 eggs with jelly
cake
Quisidilla Salad from Elchicos

chips, queso, and salsa
Lemonade


I worked today and then didn't eat till later.  I know I need to get on track with eating 3 meals and 2 snacks.  It really is hard for me and I know Ive said that before, but I struggle with it.  I just want to at when I want too, and sometimes it might just be twice a day, but I know its not good.

Day 46

I haven't been working out either which sucks, but I have no excuse!!! Today I was so sick, that I laid in bed all day and took a couple of hydrocodones which in turn made me sleep all day.

I had leftovers from Carinos

This is how I felt that day......  :(

8 nuggets
Salad with ranch from McDonald's
Powerade
Cheeseburger
Cake

Talk about a fatty above.....just horrible.....

Day 45

Today was picture day and I didn't take one.  I am telling you....I have been slacking and I hate how easy it is to just stop doing something that you worked so hard, but I am determined to finish what I started so its on to getting back on track.  Today I had:

3 eggs with jelly
water
BBQ chicken
cake
chicken rosemary from Carinos which included Pasta, green beans, veggies
Bellini

Day 44

Today is supposed to be my weigh in day......I still haven't found a scale and since Ive been slacking the past 2 weeks, I would be scared to weigh myself anyways.  I am hoping to find one soon, maybe this week.  I do have one place in mind, but I need to call and see what they say and how they feel.

Today I had......

3 eggs with jelly
orange juice
cantaloupe
Spaghetti (2 times)
cake
water


I for some reason at work thought I packed my fork, and when I got home it was still sitting on the counter, but my coworker found me this and well, it worked.....better than my hands!!! :)

Day 43

I ate 3 veggie thins

Taco bell
Fruit punch
Sandwich (cheese, bread, lean turkey, mustard, pickles)
water
onion rings
chocolate shake

Im telling you, all I wanted was fried food and sweets.....

Day 42

I have totally slacked, in fact this is the next Monday with me writing this, but I wrote down everything that I ate and did, so I'm going to catch you up this next week.  First I need to say that my PMS this month has kicked my butt.  I was lazy and craved all the bad foods and went with it.  I knew if I tried to fight myself with it that I was going to be losing.  So for today I did eat:

4 eggs with jelly
orange juice
Pickles
2 Vegan burgers with cheese and mustard
Banana Split
Cherry limeade

I did exercise and do 100 crunches and worked out my arms

Day 41

I'm coming to the conclusion that because I don't have a scale to weigh in and I don't even know where this next week I'm going to weigh in, it actually has discouraged me on this diet.  Weighing in, is something that I looked forward to and wanted to see results, but since Wednesday I don't have anything to look forward too, Ive noticed Ive cared less.  It needs to stop and I need to get back on the wagon.

Today I had chicken,  potatoes, corn and green beans for lunch and dinner.  I also ate my half pint of rocky road that I had like a week or 2 ago, that I finished today.

I also walked 2 miles around the lake.

Important for my fridge!!!!  This spot was made just for water!!!

I want to try and get back to everything starting Monday about exercising and eating right!!!  I had my splurges this weekend, but its time to get go HAM!!!

Day 40

Again.....I had another hamburger with fries and a cherry limeade from Braums....oh and a double fudge Sundae.....

Did I not say that PMS does that too me??  I am glad though that 3-7 days a week its when I only want sweets and horrible food.

I did eat 3 bbq chicken breast, popcorn and water too for Breakfast and Lunch.  The popcorn is 94% fat free,  so its not to too bad!! 

I did work 5 1/2 hours this day so that's why the food is kinda off and weird.  I had no time to snack or even drink my water at work, because we were so busy.

I know I'm struggling and getting into my old routine since my sleeping and days are getting confused with 3 meals and 2 snacks.  I know that's what helped me lose weight with working out and I just need to get balanced again and start doing that again.  I know we all have our own struggles and eating at certain times are mine.

No workout today....my body has been getting sleepy with the PMS this time. :(

Day 39

I was bad today.......super bad!!!!

I had another hamburger (craving hamburgers as if I was pregnant) with fries and a Lemonade and then for dinner had Saumaris with chicken, rice and 4 salads cause my friend didnt want hers.

I mean, just horrible!!!

I didnt work out either, because we went to the casino that night, but dang!!!!!!

I guess we all fall off the ban wagon, just gotta get back on!!!

Day 38

I wont lie.....I know I am in my stages of PMS and so that calls for more sleep, more fatty foods and more sweets.  Its something that I think most women deal with, not our faults....its Eves, let just blame her cause it makes things easier for us, haha!!!

So today I started of healthy of course, with Chicken and white rice with some orange juice and the other half of my mini watermelon with organic salt!!!! (oh so yummy)

Then I got off work and well a Hamburger sounded yummy from Braums.  Even when I ate bad alot before, Braums hamburgers were always too big, so I looked and they have a Jr burger with the vegetables on it and it was PERFECT!!!!  I got me some fries and even a chocolate shake.  I was taking a dare because well, I'm not supposed to have high trans fat and also dairy, but I really didn't care and just wanted it.

I waited about a little over an hour and then went to the gym.  I got to my 3 miles and let me tell you, I rushed the past 10 minutes, because I didn't think I could get to 400 calories and to 3 miles, but when 50 minutes was in, I cranked it to 15% and semi ran.  This older man came by and I had my headset on and said, "man your a going, your heart rate is up".  When your on there and you hold on to a certain spot it has your heart rate and well....it was blinking red, which is good, cause that's what you need to do when you work out.  The reason why I didn't go HAM on the treadmill was because I did eat that big meal and didn't want to throw it up or upset my stomach.  But anyways....I did reach my goals and I wanted to jump up and down and I'm sure if my friend was working, I would have, but since it was a young punk, I didn't want him to think I was too crazy!!!

I hate being this wide around the belly area.....grrrrr.....its a working process tho

I did go ahead that night and go do my 30 minute circuit and the leg and back room!!! :)