Day 83

I had Atlanta Bread chicken fettuchini Alfredo, bread and a macadamia nut cookie with some juice.....that was it today!!!

Day 82

I had a couple of slices of pizza left, so I had 2 of those, strawberry lemonade, Banana nut bread, chili mac and corn, juice, hamburger, fries, double sundae and limeade


because.......................Im a fatty!!!!!!!

Day 81

I ate half a pizza from Papa Murphys, ocean water, and Banana Nut Bread from the Donation people, cause that stuff is the bomb diggity!!! :)

Then I went to Outback Steakhouse and had steak, mixed veggies, salad, and a part of a bloomin onion with a strawberry Lemonade!! :)

Day 80

I walked a mile today :)

I also had Taco Bell, the 5.00 box
Turkey tetrizzini with bread
corn
fruit punch
juice


I need to step away from all the carbs and bad food and get back on natural good foods!

Day 79

I didnt eat so good today......

4 white bread with butter and jelly
orange juice
3 chicken from KFC
3 hot wings
mashed potatoe with gravy
coleslaw

Day 78

I got to go to the bar tonight with a coworker and had me 2 Smirnoff's and some chips and salsa.

I also ate,
chicken
broccoli
red potato with dash and ketchup
chicken with cheese
potatoes with ketchup

If something looks like its doubled, its because I make enough for a few meals.

Day 77

Walked 3 miles today!!! :)  

Had steak with BBQ sauce, squash, zucchini, water, 2 steak with squash and zucchini, Caesar salad

I went and walked the lake with my friend today.  She dont walk slow, so we sped walked, but the thing about it is, I noticed I walk like 2 more steps out of 10 than the average person.  I am realizing that I cant walk as fast as most people, totally sucks.

Day 76

Hot and sour soup, BBQ sausage and Ham, green beans, loaded baked potatoe, ice cream cone and tea

Day 75

Hardly anything today....

Hamburger
fries
lemonade
limeade
handful of snacks



Pretty boring day.  I really need to try and eat 3 meals and 2 snacks a day....its just SOOOOOO hard.

Day 74

I walked a mile or more today and had 4 toasts with butter and jelly, orange juice, fruit snacks, pizza, salad, lemonade.





I enjoy walking around the parks with this beautiful weather!!!

Day 73

Today I thought I was going to fast cause I didnt eat all day and had a bit of a sore throat but decided to go out and get some hot and sour soup and drank some cranberry grape juice and 2 cookies.

Also I had went to the Dr today and they weighed me in at 248 so I went up 4 pounds, BUT I also was starting my period and bloated.  You  may think, oh 4 pounds of bloat.....yeah....mine is bad.  Im not saying I didnt gain a few pounds though, but I dont think it was 4.

Day 72

I am currently trying to get my gallbladder out and have been going to the Dr and should have some more appointments in the near future.

3 biscuits with butter and jelly
milk
fruit snacks
steak
cranberry grape drink
squash
zuchinni

My fruit snacks, are not just pure sugar, they are the Kellogs bran and have 80 calories and zero fat.  I take them to work and eat them in my 4 hour shifts and also I bring some cocoa almonds to snack on too.

Day 71

I kinda stopped taking pics of my food and working out (obviously, cause I havent been going) and I know that thisblog is boring, but I want to keep it up WHEN I start getting back on track.

Ceasar sald
tea
2 tacos
2 burritos
beans
rice

Day 70

I still do struggle with not eating and days where all I want to do is eat.......

Chicken
Brown rice
Brocolli
grilled onions

I ate this twice today for lunch and dinner

Day 69

2 blueberry bread with butter
milk
pasta
ceasar salad
chicken teryiaki
chocolate shake
rice
salad
skewer

Day 68

I thought at this point I could of been so much closer to my goal, and I slacked and therefore I haven't gotten as close as I would like.  I am happy to know I can do it and if I got back on track I could lose that weight at a good range. 

2 steak
squash
zucchini
PBJ sandwich
a few sweet pickles
Pasta

Exercise with arms, legs, crunches

Day 67

I have not been good on my diet for almost 2 months, I wont lie.  I do still try and eat the best I can with what I have and make sure I grab water and vegetables throughout the day, but I wont lie and say that my love for working out has depleted.  I know it will come again soon, I know it will, but I just hope it would hurry up and get here.

Todays menu was Ceasar salad, lemonade, 10 wings, fries, carrots, ranch, payday, almonds, fruit snacks.

These pictures were actually yesterdays, but just put them on todays.

Day 66

I havent had this rice in a long time, maybe over a year, so today I craved it and got it.  I also had water, sundae, Ritz chips, bubble gum snow cone and a hamburger.

I did workout a little bit of arms, legs, crunches and I mowed the grass!! :)

Day 65

I swear today I ate like I was pregnant and there wasn't going to be any food left in this world.....please don't judge!!

Blueberry bread (2 with butter)
Raisin Bran with banana
orange juice

2 chili hot dog with cheese
1/3 watermelon
2 steaks, squash, zucchini
cocoa almonds
fruit snacks
Ritz crackers

Day 64

I'm so glad that my work has been given me more hours.  I had doubled my hours for the week in the first 2 days earlier this week. 

Strawberries
Honey BBQ bites

Cocoa almonds
Cesar salad
water
cheese
2 hot dogs with chili
orange juice

Day 63

When I had went to the grocery store the day before I wanted some Cesar salad and my oh my, I made some today and it was delish.  I had gotten some romaine lettuce, chopped it up, poured some Cesar dressing over it, with some croutons and cheese.....so yummy.

I also had orange juice, zero bar, strawberry, nuts, steak, 2 margaritas, veggies and honey BBQ bites.

Day 62

I went to church this day and we went to a new place to eat and I had 3 fried chicken, cause 1 or 2 wasn't enough, lol, mashed potatoes with gravy, coleslaw, lemonade, chili dog, orange juice, BBQ chips and cheese.

I had went to the grocery store because we had nothing and was starving after work and I craved cheese for some reason, so I bought some of all sorts.

Day 61

You would think that I write down everything everyday, that I can see how bad I have been eating and not eat it.

2 toasts with butter and jelly
mashed potatoes
meat loaf
orange juice
Long Johns, fish, corn, fries, rice, hush puppies, lemonade,
Chicken wrap
Italian Sandwich

I have shame......but I cant change it :(  I need to focus on correcting it!

Day 60

Big day 60!!!  2 months officially on a diet/slipping to lose weight.  I knew this was going to be hard and I knew it was going to be a battle.  I knew not to relax and get comfortable.  I knew for me, I had to stay away from all bad food in order for me to cave in and I did....I caved.  I know its just one of those things that I'm going to have to get back on track and stay focused.  I'm not sure what its going to take for me too, but I will!!!

Today's menu:
4 toasts (2 w/butter & jelly) (2 w/jelly)
orange juice

10 nuggets w/sweet and sour
chili fries
Jalapeno Tree with burrito, tacos, Rice, Beans, chips and salsa, zucchini & squash
4 drinks

Day 59

I did do some home exercise today, which including working out my arms, 100 crunches and 100 leg lifts.  I think no matter what I do and cant make it to the gym I need to make sure I do these.  I do feel the burn with these and I push myself. 

I did have junk food again today,

Hamburger
3 Tacos
Jalitos with Ranch
Peanut Buster Parfait

Day 58

I wish I went somewhere and had a scale to weigh in, an accurate one.  I also wish I was on fire about exercise as I once was.  I know I will be and I know I'm sure going through this rut.  I loved watching my body change and my clothes fit bigger.  I loved how I felt and I know I will get tired of this way and be on fire again....just hope it comes soon!!


On the menu:
3 eggs
orange juice
fires
chicken sandwich
ketchup
chocolate shake
fettuchini Alfredo

I have been craving sweets like no other....I hate it!!!!

Day 57

I had that I have been off on my diet.  I hate that I haven't been working out like I used too.  Ill be honest....I have NO idea why my motivation went out the window.  I know its because my scale left and I didn't have motivation to go weigh in and see any results, so I guess I threw in the towel.  I am still trying to eat better and still be more active, but nothing like I used too.  I know we all get in this rut, but I do refuse to totally give up and not still try and push to lose weight.

I did get accepted to have my surgery and a lady the other day came in and said she lost 16 pounds in 2 weeks from it.....BONUS!!!! haha.....I mean if something like that good comes out of it, I cant complain.

Cranberry grape juice
chicken fettuchini Alfredo
(Applebees)
streak, Heinz, A1
veggies
baked potato with sour cream and butter
mini brownie and ice cream