Day 37

I have slacked on this.  I know its because today was my weigh in day and when I went to go weigh in at the scale that they said they were going to have till April and that it wasn't a problem to go weigh in, well....it was gone!!!  I even called the next day and he said, it will be back at the end of March.  NOT COOL!!!!  So I never did weigh in and I'm still looking for a place to find a scale.  While I was there, the guy did give me a scale and it said I gained 3 pounds.  He even told me that everyone complains about that scale.  Its just a pain in the butt to me that I cant find an accurate, good scale that stays in the same spot for a long period of time.  I know the Y has one in the girls locker room, but that was off about 6 pounds.  If I knew exactly my weight on the same day and found another scale, I could just add or subtract, but I really don't know what I am now, and I do want to be accurate.

So today, I ate 2 baked chickens with white rice with shake in bake on it
water
half a mini watermelon with organic salt
10 tootsie rolls

and the reason why I ate the tootsie rolls is because when I went to the gym that night I had gone on my hour treadmills and 30 minutes in the circuit room and while I was in the room, I kept getting light headed and I was actually getting PISSED!!!! I stopped and went to the front and ate some sugar and it wouldn't go away.  I had 4 bottles of water so I know I wasn't dehydrated and also I was shaking.  Ive noticed even at work Ill start to shake a little.

Its things like that that aggravate me.  I want to be fine and healthy, I want to be able to push myself as hard as I can without any cramps, shaking, light headiness and any other eruptions. 

So for today, I have no idea what my weight is.  Its a bummer, but I guess these things happen.