Day 25

I made vegetable soup today and took pictures, but I'm sure I'm going to be eating that again tomorrow, so Ill put it on there, because frankly.....I don't want to load them up on my computer tonight!!!  I was doing so good and then I went to Cheddars tonight and had Nachos which I shouldn't of ate all of them and now I'm stuffed to the hilt and I'm annoyed at myself for doing that.  I also had a strawberry shortcake shooter, which is annoying, but oh well.  I mean the worst I can do right now is stick my finger down my throat and get rid of it right?

I do have to admit, eating better has gotten easier, even though I just said that above right?  It really is though, but eating all the time is getting annoying.  My friend came over after I went to work and she measured me....it has been a month and I really wasn't looking forward to it, but it needed to be done.  She measured, wrote it down and then told me the results.  I can proudly say, from the measurements we had, to of now.....I am done 5.5 inches.  I forgot to measure my thighs last time and so we did them now, but have nothing to compare....

December 25, 2012
Arms L:14
Arms R: 14.5

Boobs: 50
Under boobs: 43.5

Waist: 54.75

Thighs:

Butt: 54.5


January 25, 2013
Arms L: 13.5
Arms R: 14

Boobs: 48.5  :(
Under Boobs: 44.5 (we think she mismeasured the first time, cause why would that go up, when everything else went down?)

Waist: 51.75

Thighs L: 27
Thighs R:28.5

Butt:52.5

Total: 5.5 inches

So my nightmare is coming true and that's my boobs are slowly going.  Ill be honest and say that I can tell a difference so far.  I freaken hate it....I have debated on whether being fat with boobs, or smaller with semi no boobs....I just think boobs are sexy on a woman and it makes a woman feminine.  At the end of the day, I want to be smaller and more content with myself, so I guess we have to sacrifice and boob jobs are an option right?

So I can say this is my first measurement and it excites me to see results, just like losing 15 pounds so far the first month has helped motivate me.  I am scared to when the results slow down and it gets harder to see results or see the inches and weight go down, but I guess that's something I will have to face when it gets there.  Right now, I'm just going to keep staying focused on what I need to do to get this weight coming off.